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Don't @ Me

by RECLAWED

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1.
It was late afternoon on a Saturday in June When you came for your things You were ready to go I was out on the roof we were talkin' shit and drinkin Rollin' and a-reachin' for something to hold I don't regret a single word I said to you The ideals you said you had were a danger to Everyone you said that you wanted to help But you couldn't even help when it came to you I don't regret a single word I said to you You were actin' out the scene that you wanted to A woman in her thirties cryin' like a baby Unwilling to admit there's a world where she could be wrong It was easy to forget you unremarkable and dim And I didn't need that energy tryin' to dull my shine I didn't need that energy tryin' to dull my shine I hope you like New Jersey it's probably where you'll die
2.
Love is just a lie we tell ourselves because we're all afraid of dying without a friend by our side to walk us to another life You have just one regret when you're layin' down your burdens yeah, it's true you didn't live your life the way I think you should've done it I hope next time around you have the courage to stand up and fight when danger comes to town you won't turn around and run And when you go did you leave behind a life worth living? Or did you waste your time takin' what others were giving? And I know I wouldn't walk away from fire 'cause my lord I'm not afraid of dyin' At your funeral what will your friends and family say about you? You were loved and comfortable, but you couldn't just be brave? Who was the one that pulled the plug? Did you drift away all on your own into oblivion to be forgotten? And when you go did you leave behind a life worth living? Or did you waste your time takin' what others were giving? And I know I wouldn't walk away from fire 'cause my lord I'm not afraid of dyin' Love is just a lie we tell ourselves, oh but I'm not afraid of dying'
3.
Breathe Out 02:31
Complacency It's easy to let in When the bills are paid and the routines have a hold on everything The challenge is Giving everything I have To keeping everyone together when my world falls down around me I have no reason not to be happy I'm a well-adjusted kid without a history Well I wonder when my world will spin Or if I'm shut out for good? How do I begin to find the words? Oh, oh, oh, complacency Did I get everything I wanted? Did I let one heartbreak take my life, my drive, all the things I started? I have no reason not to be happy I hate that I've given up on finding something that's right for me Well I wonder when my world will spin Or if I'll always be alone? How do I work this out on my own? So what's my motivation when our future looks so bleak? Why should I try and fake it when no one remembers me? Will this hollow, empty feeling be what's in my guts for good? How do I begin to find the words To tell you what I'm searching for To breath the air into my lungs To take you for the ride I'm on To reach into the sunlight And take what I deserve?
4.
Wasted 03:09
You said you had it figured out You said "it's just a gap year" You said you had a plan for it all You said you wanted to save But I remember the look in your eye When you'd given up your chance to run I never said I would wait around for you That I'd stick around for you forever While you get your shit together I never said I would wait around for you That I'd stick around for you Why would I? Why should I? What was the story of our old friend? Sometimes I think of how I could've stayed with him Back in the places we grew up But adventure was calling my name My life could never be as tame as everyone I left behind Struggling could never be as sad as standing still Stability's out the window Freedom's calling I never said I would wait around for you That I'd stick around for you forever While you get your shit together I never said I would wait around for you That I'd stick around for you Why would I? Why should I? Where were you when I was calling? Wasn't it you that was falling Down into the dark? Did you ever need me at all? I am the one that got away I am the one I am the one who could escape I am the only one
5.
I can't believe you have the nerve to disagree, c'mon I thought this joke was over months ago I can believe that you will take this to your grave You will not live long enough to see the consequence I knew you were different I thought you had grown since then I gave you the space to find your footing I'll admit when I was wrong Oh, I was wrong I was never sure I could trust someone to love me You weren't there, no, you never were It was embarrassing, it was disappointing I didn't think that you would hurt someone you love like this It wasn't just a trespass You betrayed us, there's no coming back I thought you were reflecting You'd see the world around us had changed I wanted to believe that you believed in me too Well, I was wrong The money didn't change you It's the way you've always been You never could've loved me You were just just pulling at the pin I hoped, I prayed, I dreamed that you would come around and see Well, I was wrong
6.
Hello? It was me, I've been looking for you I've been trying to get ahold of you all day I just wanted to make sure that you're ok Because I haven't seen you in a while And I know you're going through it always And I know the one you have isn't the one who will keep you safe She's too caught up in herself to see your pain I'm only telling you this 'cause I love you And your happiness is at stake And I promised I'd let you know If the love she had seems fake I didn't wanna text you in case she took your phone again in a rage Hello? It was me, I've been looking for you And I know you're mad I said all this today I just want you to be happy, okay?
7.
Should've left me in May When you told your friends you had about as much as you could take Would've saved yourself A lot of blood, a lot of heartache Would've saved yourself At least one mistake Don't come around You're not welcome here I didn't ask you to follow me You came on your own, you should leave that way I wish you the worst and most of all I hope the thrill of living is a memory that fades I don't mind That you came along for the ride Let's not pretend we had something and I won't lie When I say you nearly wrecked my life The only good things I had going on I hated you and all you'd done When I think about my future I know I'd rather be alone Than waste time waiting around on a change That's never gonna come So don't come around You're not welcome here The difference between us It isn't just the distance It's the quality of livin' I didn't ask you to stay

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released January 14, 2022

Erica Clayton - Vocals / Piano / Organ / Synth
Mike Costa - Drums
Reid Smith - Bass
Freya Wilcox - Guitar
Zachary Walden - Guitar
Tom Malinowski - Guitar

Recorded @ home
Mixed by Tom Malinowski
Mastered by Towards Night

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